Crying

I personally have a hard time crying and i always feel better after i do. When Master and i first got together i did not cry and i would not cry i just did not have it in me, but over the time Master has been working with me and helping me except the fact i need to cry sometimes and helps me reach that by impact play. I think that is part of the reason why i crave it so much its almost like crying is a drug for me like its a craving that i cant have all the time so i start to crave it and i cant seem to make myself cry so i am thankful i have Master to help me in that matter