Tuesday, February 1, 2011
slave prayer
Allow this humble girl the strength to answer the questions she cannot fathom
There will be many times you are called upon to answer questions you have never thought of. To delve deep inside yourself for the answers to places you never even thought would exist. It requires a certain amount of emotional and mental strength to do this, to look in those places that may house memories you have simple forgotten, or urges you are too afraid to admit. There is much buried deep within each of us that we don't even know is there, and at some time or another...to be completely open and honest with you Master, you will have to find these things..and bring them to the surface.
Allow this girl the spirit to know his needs
If your priority is in making him happy, oft times you will be required to anticipate his needs, remember what they were last time, prepare his coffee the way he likes..perform certain tasks in a manner that appeals to him. You need to find within yourself, the ability to do this as best as you possibly can
Allow this girl the tenderness to comfort him
this one is hard to put into words, sometimes even the strongest of Masters need a shoulder to lean on, and you ill need to be able to be comforting, and understanding, and tender. often, when the Master who needs this, is the person that you rely on for support, its hard to do this, its hard to see them as needing this. and often hard to show the tenderness needed.
Allow this girl the serenity to serve him in peace
the first thing a slave needs to understand, and comes to terms with, is who and what she is. she needs to be at total peace with the fact that she is valued property. she needs to understand the path she is embarking on and where I may lead her. she needs to know in her heart...that she is slave, that this is what she wants to be, and that this is what she chose to be. only then can she be at peace in her service to her Master
Allow this girl the love to show him myself
when you become a slave, become collared, and owned by that person, it is all of you that is owned. to hold back what is inside your heart, will not only be showing of a lack of trust, but can in many cases be dangerous. you need to be open to Him, be able to show him if you cannot tell him, exactly what is inside, how you feel, how you think, its not an easy thing to do to let someone that far into your heart, and takes a great deal of love, and caring on both parts for this to happen
Allow this girl the light to show us the way
well I struggled with this one for a long time, the light to show us the way where? my Master put it best, the light to show us the way into my heart, into those innermost recesses, into those uncharted areas that lie deep within my soul. those places that you would never dare tread alone. but only you can show the way there, only you can find it. your Master can guide you, can push you along when you need it, but you must take those steps yourself. what you cannot find within, you cannot show him, so you need to search..and this is the light and the way.
Allow this girl the wisdom to be an asset to him
when you beg a Masters collar, when you offer yourself to him, you become his property. and to be quite frank...who wants property that is a liability not an asset. when you wear that collar around your neck...it is your Masters honor you hold at stake with every move you make, every word you say. it takes the wisdom that comes with experience to be able to weigh what you will do..without even realizing you do it. eventually it comes naturally, to think before each action, if this would be found pleasing in his eyes.
let this girl be able to show each day her love of her service to Him
well, isn't this what its all about, who wants a slave who doesn't enjoy making him happy. but I suppose that's not what the problem is, the problem is showing how much you love it, especially when you are sick, or tired, or have your mind on something else, or when he kept you up till 6 in the morning tied to the bed and tormented you...but..this isn't one I can solve...its a personal thing..between you and him.
Let this girl open herself up to completely belong to him
there are many things deep inside, things that you don't even know about, that as they are uncovered will belong to him as well, remember...its everything, including your fears, loves etc. that he asks, and that you offer. opening up to this will never be an easy task, so don't let anyone fool you, its a long and hard task, and one that I personally struggle with every day, but,,,I struggle for my Master...and that makes it all worth it
Let this girl accept her punishment with the grace of a woman
no matter how much you strive to be, no one is perfect, things will happen, mistakes will be made, punishment is meant to help you learn from those mistakes. accepting your punishment with grace is simply another part of being slave, seeing it as an opportunity to better understand yourself, and correct your failings, is imperative to how pleasing you can be, no one wants a whiner..trust me. just remember, when you find that your punishment is no fun, disturbing, or painful...it was never meant to be pleasant, its supposed to deter the behavior, not encourage it.
Let this girl learn to please Him, beyond herself.
This is to take things beyond your consciousness, to not only seek to please him when he is present, or when he has given specific rules or commands, but to have his thoughts invade your own in everything you do, to question with each choice made whether this would be found pleasing or not, to have his pleasure come far before your own
Grant this girl the power to give herself to Him completely.
OK, now here's where I can start to get deep, exactly what is completely. well, to me, completely means absolutely everything, this includes, my happiness, that he may enjoy it, my love that he might find comforting it(yes, Dominants need comfort too), my fears, that he might better know me, and help me deal with them, everything, heart mind body and soul. this is his Body he allows me to use to carry out daily chores, his mind he allows me to use to think of ways to better please him, his heart he allows me to use to love him, his emotions, for he has full control of them.
Give this girl the strength to please us both.
a slave achieves her own happiness and pleasure through that of her Master, she gets pleasure in knowing that she has pleased Him, and she gets pleasure through rewards she might get for pleasing him. but, it takes strength to be able to put what you find pleasing on hold, and think of Him first, what he would like.
Permit this girl to love herself, in loving Him.
if you do not love yourself, and if you cannot do so through your love for him, then...you may seriously need to reconsider the relationship. A Master should instill in you a sense of self worth, after all, though you may make small mistakes, if you weren't over all pleasing...then he would not have you in his life. praise in a D/s relationship, is at least, if not more important than punishment, a girl needs to know when she is pleasing...as well as when she's not, and sometimes its hard to figure this out for ourselves, but those words, or that actions, be it as simple as a smile...can tell us
For it is this humble girls greatest wish, this ones highest power, to make His life. as he has made hers
this is it, this is the main thing, the desire to be everything to him, the desire to make him happy, that you might find happiness as well, its a two way street, D/s simple doesn't exist without both halves, the eternal circle, it HAS to be there...you empower Him, but offering your submission, he in turns sets you free within that submission, under his guidance, and His love, you can blossom, but the desire to be pleasing..MUST be there
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